Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts

31 August 2019

Grotto Thoughts (2)

 
We all have favourite styles of beer. Some love IPAs, others go for lip puckering sours or maybe a dark roasted stout or porter, but what we all have in common is the love of really good beer, no matter the preference in composition. Every can or bottle poured into the glass is the culmination of something that began as an idea or dream in the brewers head, a creation writ real by the mash tun.
  We see only the final result of what could have been months or years of hard work and development, perhaps less in the case of a growing confidence and mastery by the brewer, but nonetheless, it is an end of a process that starts long before the first bag of malted barley is poured or the kettle heated. The beginning of any recipe calls for some sign of what the final product should and can be, a beer is no less a design of components mashed together to create something unique in a world of bland corporate sameness. The only limitation is the edges of what constitutes a drinkers palate, there is an open possibility of what can come next if we are willing to try it.
  While we may debate why we drink the beer we do, there is no doubt that along with the creativity and design of each new brew, we are drawn in by the community surrounding our beer even more. It is the experience of the taproom, the communal nature of sitting down and being able to talk about the beer with the people who make it or who have a passion for it just the same. The new friendships that have happened because of simply sharing pictures or thoughts about your beer online are astounding, it's not just the beer traders, it's the groups that get together and go on beer tours, self guided or otherwise, who meet up when they go out and who have formed new and lasting relationships with people they would never have met in a million lifetimes, just because they choose to drink craft beer.
  Dreamers alike, brewers and beer drinkers, we hope for a bright future for this industry we call craft. We seek to support local business, some larger than others, some hyper small and serving only a tiny space in this world. We want people to succeed with their dreams because we feel connected with every pint we buy and every story we tell. We belong to this community because we see the possibility in what comes next, believing in a future where it transcends beer and becomes ingrained in a more inclusive and diverse world we can create. We look around us at a planet resting on weary legs and wonder what if we can make some part of it better, from the start and with conviction. The door needs to be open wider, we who have come in already need to make a place at the table for anyone who wants to sit down and if we really mean we want to make this world a better place then we need to be more active in defending and calling out the actions we see that bring harm or disrespect to anyone.
  It's not about beer anymore, it can be so much more than that if we want it to be.
  It matters because we can make it matter.

Cheers!
Polk

14 April 2016

Living out Loud



When I look back over the last few months I am struck by the rapidity of how the community of craft beer drinkers has both expanded and become closer through the simple act of sharing our pictures of what we're drinking on Instagram. I started doing it to keep track of what I was consuming and slowly it has morphed into my go to spot to see new beers, hang out (virtually) with new friends and make plans for future trips.
What's weird is how much I was separated from most forms of social media only a year ago. I had deleted my Facebook, didn't use Twitter and posted sporadically on Instagram. My only real outlet was Untappd and that was strictly to count beers and get badges. So what changed and made me into the Internet marauding Polkaroo I am today? Why as I approach my mid 40's do I feel the need to write blogs, beer reviews and other stories about my life? Is there a reason I make videos and talk about personal stuff while drinking a new beer? It's not an easy thing to expose all you are to a world that's increasingly fractured, hard and inward looking. But I couldn't live in darkness anymore and if I wanted to change, I needed to be loud about it.
I didn't sit down and map out a plan of how I would become the Drunk Polkaroo. It has been an organic journey that takes weird and wonderful turns that even I couldn't possibly have predicted. I have seen the very darkest parts of my soul take root and almost drag me down to the bottom of the well and sometimes I felt I deserved it. That kind of bleak outlook was an everyday part of my life for so many years and I don't think I can adequately explain what my depression and anxiety feels like to anyone because it feels so personal and sad. But when I started to see the light with the help of great beer, something just clicked.
I understand that some people think this is a joke, or that I am screwing around, but I assure you I am not. I legitimately have used Craft Beer to change my life and how I want to live it. By slowing down and trying to think about what I am drinking I have created a way of life that forces me to consider everything I do. It isn't about getting drunk anymore, it has become a gateway to a world I didn't know existed. While I do have at least one a night, it is in that moment that I explore my past, present and future. The beer has become the focal point only in that I savour every minute and allow the flavours to inspire my words. I am not the only one that this has happened to. I am joined in my quest by many people even if they don't realise it. Our love of well made, balanced brews has become a common thread that binds us together and it is when we meet online or in real life that we discover good people drink good beer.
I choose to Live out Loud and shun the darkness. I know my story is long and my past is littered mistakes, but I am compelled to confront them in order to make the future brighter. My life may be half over, but I truly believe the best part is yet to come. I refuse to quietly go away and hide from the dark things that chased me for so many years. We all have personal demons, I am no longer afraid of mine. Confronting my fears gives me power over them and that alone makes every day beautiful.
So what is the purpose and goal of all my digital and real life galavanting? I don't think I will ever truly know. There is a purpose in every word I write now and for someone who once had a promising future he threw away, that is a good start. I am constantly writing, whether it sees the light of day or not. Often times it is only to clear space in my head for the bright things I wish to do in the future and to address some doubt or sadness that creeps into my thoughts as I amble about. I am glad you come with me as I explore Craft Beer and the Polkaroo's own mind. I came so close to shutting myself off from the world not so long ago that I know what it feels like to be alone. I won't let that happen again. I can see the stars in my future are shining down on amazing beer from all over the world and it is in the quest for the next great brew that I can shout my love of life to the universe.
Raise your glass and your standards!
Cheers!